Keep The Faith.. God Will Provide

Well. I know this is true... I need to keep it at the forefront of my mind.

It has been a tough week. We dropped the kids and grandkids off at the airport last Saturday morning. It was more like the middle of the night. Their flight is around six. They had to be there 2 hours early. Takes us over an hour to get there.... you do the math.

I was a big girl. I didn't cry in front of the grandkids...

So... we expected to be a working family by now. Isn't happening. There isn't any work out there. For many the response is 'over qualified'. Ummm.... so? We just need a job. We will work hard for the money, even if it isn't what we really want to be doing. Isn't that the best qualification for an employee? We can rewrite the resume to not look so good... give it a second look!

On the opposite end of the spectrum... under qualified because we want someone with a Masters degree for this basic job and we'll pay you $12.00 an hour. What! A masters degree?! Anyone with a masters wanting to earn $12.0o an hour call me... I can hook you up.

We knew unemployment was coming to an end, but figured we'd have something to live on by the time it ended. It ended abruptly. Three weeks earlier than it was suppose to. Funds are there... hubby qualifies, but there was some sort of change made by the lady in office. Oh how I love her ;) Soooo... we have zero income.

I've been a a little stressed this past week. I haven't played farmville in a couple of months. Tonight I needed a stress break. So I logged in to facebook to play a game and I saw my cousin had posted a pretty graphic just seconds before I logged on. The message: Keep the Faith... God Will Provide.

I know the Lord will provide.

I know my entire life right now is a test of my faith... it's testing everything about me.