The Long Slow Wait

Emotionally drained...

I've known for years that my FIL likes bread pudding. So why did I wait so long to bake him something he likes so much?

Have I told him how much I appreciate all he's done for us... Does he know?

I sat in church awhile back thinking how much I miss his singing... not that I really think he's a great singer, but I miss it still the same.

Are we doing all we can to make him comfortable? Does he know he's loved... Does he realize we sit by his bedside...

 I know. Random thoughts...  and a lot of them.

My FIL was one of the best cooks I've ever known. His roasts and stews were awesome. I didn't have a mother in law to deal with or to compete with when it came to cooking. No... I had my FIL. I'd make a stew or spaghetti and my DH would say... "it's not like my dad's". He was correct... it wasn't as good as his dad's. Honestly, I laugh about it now... but at the time I didn't appreciate hearing it.

Well... the timer is going off. It's time for me to wake Kevin so he can go sit with his dad...

 

 

*****************************************************

Due to all the spam comments on this post, I'm turning off the comments option. I don't understand why the owners of porn sites think anyone reading my site (or this post, about my father in law dying) would be interested in anything on the porn site. My comments are moderated. I'd think you would have figured that out already. So. Spammers. GO away... now. I don't click on your sites to check them out. I simply ignore your comments.Â